Cry in My Heart, Smile at My Face

yesterday the time is about 11.02pm...
when i was almost in my sweet dream
i had received Mabel's call.
and she dates me for a movie,
besides, she also told me about HIS problem.
and she asked me to read HIS blog.
i felt sakit hati of him, HE had changed alot... damn alot...
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i have enough sad when Mabel told me these...
and after i read HIS blog, i felt that i'm so failure.
i'm not a good fren!
i felt shameful on my self...!
i dunno what should i do now.
by the way i felt so wrong....~
i shouldn't odds with Mabel...
i think, the best way to make HIM happy is we should be the FOUR together again.
but... how to apologize har?
feel sakit hati lehhhh~!
cry in my heart, smile at my face.... =='

YOU  ARHH! BE UR SELF AGAIN, DUN MAKE US WORRY ABOUT U!