Undeniable that i have a good, caring, loving family and friendly, happily best friends.
but sometimes, i could not verify that i dislike the way they loved me or else.
sometimes, i even thought that i'm the extra one.
family love to controlled me alot freaking alot!
especially grandma!!!
she makes me damn fucking disgusted with her way!
like today, she actually saw that i was already burnt the joss stick ( prayed)
but still she asked again and again..
not with the soft and nice voice but almost like shout on me!
what the hell.. i doesn't like it , seriously!
she even said, she dunwan me to come back!
well, i was fucking love to do something that people dislike!
haha, i will back very often from now on!!!!! ><'
regards to my best friends now..
i'm not about too say that they got problem.
but i'm sure problem is with me or in me... (=
yea, should not and could not blame them for not gather with them that often.
i'm the special case @ kid!
although i loves to out at night, but now.. i'm not allowed to go out at night due to some ridiculous reason.
not really ridiculous actually, is due to my own safety... (told by my family , Lols!)
haihs...
just viewed someone's fb profile..
in those days, we were very close and hanging out often and now almost a year we din hang out for once!
contrary, she often hang out with her college and also her ns fren.
i guess, in her mind... i was disappeared for a very long time, isn't?
she might forget who am i, and i guess she had no topic with me anymore, horr? )=
and those other girls,
i'm so sorry for deserted u girls for very long time...
i guess u girls thought i have became lansi isn't?
No, i din... i was just lazy to having meeting or a gathering... hehe...
sometimes, i'm not wealthy so i rather stay at home... so paiseh... (=
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