Childhood ?
i guess , i should be categorised as no-childhood .
why do i said so ?
just had some chat with the love one ; BFF !
he had so much fun with his childhood by the games he played ....
the memorise he gained was so much fun ......
but for me , i thought back and i found was no good memory through the life i stayed at Klang.
and that period was the golden childhood time for every children .
but me , 
lost mother love when i was kid ,
 and live with my beloved aunt and grandma ....
playing role-play with my 2 cousin brother .....
and happy moment wasn't last long .
i was asked to moved to Klang
and leave my Chinese Scu besties ,
and i remember that time i'm not willing to move and aunt and grandma told me that they hate me so much ! and dislike me !!
until now , still fresh in my mind !! (althought they doesn't mean that )
well ,
i had moved to Klang .
and my standard 3 was sucks !!
teacher was racist ? or looked down on me ?
i have been asked to swipe the floor during BM !!
everytime teacher will tell the same thing : WONG YAN YEE , PERGI SAPU SAMPAH .... for the whole period ! FUCK !!!
well , there no so-called childhood through the time i was there .
my happiest moment while at Klang was get to knew those BANANAS and those INDIAN frens ....
so much jokes and laughter with them <3
until , my 12th birthday ......?
bad birthday ever !!
shall i be grateful to have this kind of nightmare-experience which made me look stronger and tougher ?
sometimes , i do blame my fate !
why ppl could have the good fate and i get the alternative one ?
seriously , i get bored with my life , my luck and my fate !!
but what to do , as it created by the god ?
haihssssssss !!
i really wish to cry every single time ........
:'(