我想我该被counsel了
心情每天就有很大的起伏
有的时候快乐的不得了
有的时候down得连基本的笑，也不晓得是什么
我的快乐很简单
不需要名贵的奢侈品
只需要食物，2PM，一堆38的无厘头话
可是，
我的down
我自己也搞不懂自己想怎样了
我的down可以没有理由
瞬间四周都可以变得很惹我厌
千万不要说我M到
因为它还没到！

要开学了……
外坡的朋友和本地的朋友
该收拾心情上课咯！
外坡的：
又要离乡别井咯
知道你们很不舍得。
你们要加油！
(=

嗯，
说啦……
要开学了。
我也要加油的收拾心情了！

Crapping ?

今天是年初几？
我忘啦
晚餐随Howard , Rickey回他们father-side亲戚
吃 盆菜 。
原来他不是我想象中的 盆菜
用洗衣盆装着乱七八糟的食物
简称像潲水的食物。
对我，还ok
*如果我说那食物难吃，那真的很难吃！
在等他们亲戚到来的途中。
在餐厅外面的夜市场逛了逛。
还买了………………

正版的

目前买不起。

迟点吧！

我会把他们所有的正版专辑带回家！

=D

我要让我的生活好过些。

可以买我想买的专辑。

可以买让我变美的化妆物品

可以让我完美些

可以让我拥有奢侈品上的享受………………

啊！那该多好！

我找到解掉emo的解药了

让我多听听2PM的歌

让我多看2PM的Videos

让我拥有2PM的东西……………… (=

年初二

心情比昨天糟
原本今天是跟我家的Aunty Uncle级出去吃蕉叶饭(nasi lemak)
emo啊，又不想出
结果留在家睡觉咯……
然后咧，
被印度的teenage吵醒
真的很火爆 !
起身后，问他：kenapa ?
他说：kak , gong xi fatt cai !
我蛤了下……
他再repeat。
然后我用很dulan的语气加逼测样问回他：lepas tu ?!
他很怕就走了……
不久接到Howard的call
他说被朋友ffk ， 又不想酱早回。
叫我和他弟弟去Jusco和他看戏
当下简直dulan到……
好，去了。
他买票后，
去brunch啦……
我还没有吃嘛………………
他们两兄弟。
我没有自拍，我这几天很猥琐。
不想拍！

以为，

为自己的指甲涂上美美的颜色

心情就会变好。

没差…………显！

Happy Birthday to ：

 我的desktop………… =D

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#你！：你以为你是谁？

你在家做家务是你的事

我没有义务要帮你收拾桌子

因为你是最后的，还有做么要我？

o0o

还要说风凉话！

我自己在我的家是懒

但是，我的东西是我自己搞定的！

看到你，我真的很dulan！

还有你老爸！

你老婆也是有味道的，ok ?!

fuckyy

你们真是两父子！

(=

原凉我吧，读者！

我真的很讨厌他们！

Reunion Dinner ? o0o

sometimes , 

i felt like no going home !

why ? 

although that wasn't my fault 

but every time the old people had argue 

and both of them separately scold each other in front of me 

sein !

well , this year . 

grandma not going to cook for reunion dinner as grandpa was not around

so , she really wish to eat outside .

cause this coming year she will be cook for reunion .

i could understand her .

as she cooked for 60years .

for me , i will fed up too 

so rarely that this year , she dun need to cook 

definitely she wish to eat outside .

><

i dunno whether dad was get angry of moneyless or no idea of where to eat 

* i was get angry of dad too , as i gave so many ideas to him 

then , cousin calls was not in the right time 

made everyone down 

and now , grandma gets angry and she said she dunwan to eat .

she is now went to bed !

dad , read newspaper .

and me !! 

dad , nah o0o !!!

CB .... 

my mood was spoiled AGAIN ! DAMN .... 

well , CNY mar ... 

share my photo . (=

# this photo got Khun's feel ohh ... 

#hor ? hor ? (=

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !! 

HOPE U GUYS ENJOY THE NEW YEAR . 

凸(#\./)

uhm .
these day , my mood really can ruined by a small little things .
whenever problem comes .
my 1st reaction was imma going to run away from problems .
><
i do hope that i can solve problems by myself .
i so emo lar wey !
niasing , these day why got so many problems comes to me de ?
diao !!!
fuck !! cibai ....凸(#\./)
i really cant manage to solve all that !
too many problems !!!
Super Cb !!
i just cant release my mood lar wey .
had smelly tofu with Ashton .
my emoness still cannot cure .
the office ppl had call me .
isit a misunderstood between me and supervisor ?
or ....
from the beginning was my fault ?
i really dunno .
after this incident happens ,
my work motivation has all gone .
haihs .........
this moment , i wish i could disappear from this world .
so that those problem could leave me alone
for that short moment .........................................
just now , when having smelly tofu with Ashton .
just found that , a secondary scumate has need to donate her bone marrow for her bro.
suddenly felt so touching .... <3
so sad , that i had a wrong impression toward her .
she love her bro so much !
so sad , why are the gods always make human suffer from illness ?
i dun believe in gods , but i'm used to believe in gods .
god were satan !
creates illness , creates suffer for humans .
nah ! o0o

Moody

these i dunno why am so in a bad mood
everything is so annoying !
especially dad and the old lady , FUCK
i suppose to blog tonight , but i just cant hold myself to blog tonight
i was just ... uhm ... dulan ?
so emo , haihs .
i'm not in the period moment kay ?!
LOL
ppl said , listen to those sentimental song will calm u down
no ! DEFINITELY NOPE !
only ur idol song's helps alot .
no reason why i'm so in love with 2PM
their song is always match up with my mood .
gosh , so boring !!!!!

FB status ! =D

很好笑
因为我的一个status引起很多朋友的疑问
i’m sorry =D
我很心机重，是个奸诈的女人！
我其实不是在搞emo
不用担心
我写这个post是真的觉得自己很奸诈！
我织下了很多罪……
1st ， 是因为我approve了【她】的request
单单的为了，要看【她】曾经写了我们什么
原本答应可爱的雪慧
不要看的，因为看回3个月的东西
果然不简单。
可是，看下看下……
看完了！
×如果，这个【她】看到了我这篇东西。
我想在这里告诉你，我approved了。
在我看完你的previous post后，决定把之前的东西忘掉完 ！
我写完这篇blog后，会delete完之前骂你的blog
并且，说声对不起！
2nd， 我处心积累平时不对【你】发任何信息
等佳节才发信息给我的那个【你】
是为了你久久想我一次！
其实，现在的我不确定是不是还喜欢【你】
说了也感到好笑！
好像很ridiculous酱.
有那么痴情的人嘛？
如果现在把【你】和我的偶像们相比
我觉得他们比你更重要
才发现，从你approved我的那一天
我很久都没有去你的profile stalk你咯
做么咧？
我自己也不知道……
对你慢慢的不感兴趣了
3rd, 我明明答应了不把【它】打开先的
可是我忍不住开了哦
还要在上个blog说。
我等不及……
老实说，我很爱这份Christmas Gift咧！
谢谢你！ =D

【3】下午两点！

HD/HQ Audio] 2PM - I Was Crazy About You

2PM - Still [Lyrics] [HD]

[Blind OST] 2PM - Give It To Me MV (eng subs & rom)

this MV every touching ... =D 

the songs also very nice ... <3 

a really 'GREAT' suRPRISE loR !!

finally i had a job after the Hiro Comic 

went to KL sentral to meet with Vanessa and also Aunt Jane 

to be honest , i really woke up late this morning .

the time i woke up is already 8.45am as i have to take bus by 9am 

GG... 

i prepared myself in the shortest time 

and finally i've late for 5mins to reached KL sentral 

Thanks Vanessa accompanied me for almost half day for work 

i found that everytime i go for work for the 1st time 

Vanessa will be my side without doubt 

THANK YOU HARR!!

although this job is abit bored 

but still , i enjoy it when compare with Hiro Comic

there is an Aunt Sara who take care of me the whole day 

and get me those pears and also those cherries  

and this is the 1st time i ate cherries 

is so tasty ! yummy !!!

and then , 

just now when i got back home 

i asked GRANDMA , WHERE IS MY LITTLE BOSTER ?

AND SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE THREW IT ALREADY !

wHAT !!!!? mother fucker 

i really hates people throw my things without asking me !

does she know that the little boster was my memory ? 

the most makes me angry was , she answer me with : AIYAH , BUY AGAIN LAR 

if the boster is bought by my OWN $$$ , i'm OK with it !

but mom bought me that !!!!!

shit u !!!!

i hate u!!!! o0o 

I HATE

我最讨厌

你们不爽你们的事

一个在我面前骂，一个又在后面讲

骂的那个，明知自己错就diam啦！

我还没有出声，你骂什么lan？

diu！

讲的那个，我听着！

你要我答你什么？

打 打 打！

最讨厌的了

心情不好，听你讲话算好了的啦

还要弄我！


有时是你自己拿来给人骂的咯你又不是不懂我们的性格

懂了就不要犯啦

自己拿来de

然后又讲到好像我错酱！

当我执著着我的选择时

我想我现在的决定是对我

我决定要搬了，尽快搬

从此过着安宁的生活

再也不会不喜欢你过去那个狐狸的家

再也不会被烦……

你们怎样你们的事，不要烦我

diu! diu! diu !

人家说，

今天世界末日

其实我不害怕死芒

if u are doomed to die, how u avoid u will also die

可是这一刻，我希望是！

让我睡死……

从此不用烦恼……